Growing up I always thought my life would be amazing, loving parents and friends that I could depend on. I grew up in small well knit community, where everyone knew everyone's business.
At first you don't understand because you were to young, but you see the signs and questions appear in your mind. You push them to the side and think everything is going to be alright.
Then the world ends and monsters pouring out everywhere and massacre people. You get asked a question as a child everywhere you go and your answer is "My mom and dad" with the biggest smile on your face as they watch you answer that question.
When you lose that love, it feels like apart of your own being was lost. The day i witnessed my father's death, was the first time my thoughts felt like void. An endless pit of negative emotions losing the power to do anything.
But you know, you have to live for the people that still exist in your life and so you push forward and try to survive, but at what cost. All this pain and anguish, but they tell you "At least your alive".
After hearing that, I couldn't think straight and in the deepest and darkest depths of my mind I scream and shout to be let out, but this cage is one that I will never escape built from the corpses of the ones i love.
Just one thought keeps going through my mind. "Somebody please help me". But i wasn't the only one who needed help when the day of judgement begin.
The destruction and death spread all around and yet nobody questions or asks. "Where are those with the powers to stop it?". They tell me "Don't blame them. They are doing the best they can." "Yeah without them we would be nothing" "We should praise them for what they've done so far". "Hey you. How dare you talk about our heroes like that".
Those with power became idols and a new culture of cultists begin that worship and continuously praise those that they think will become their salvation. "If i sing his hymns, maybe I will be saved". A dark thought that took hold of weak minded folk.
They all shunned me for asking questions about those that have power who are not doing everything to help us. They sing their praises like their whole lives haven't been turned upside down. A black sheep in this community that all began to turn their heads towards those who did nothing for them. I was labelled a reject from the flock.
As time went on i was alone and looked lifeless to all those around me. Mocked and ridiculed, I grew up continuously going to the hospital and getting checked, but they find no solution to my problem. My Mom constantly works for us and yet I do nothing.
The world was bright and yet the light has refracted from my eyes.
I'm an outsider.
While at my part time job, I'm heavily dosed on anti depressants and I get a call. I don't even know what it said but I caught one word and that was..
Hospital
It takes me a moment to process it, but by then i'm running out asking what hospital and I rush over. I run and run, until I couldn't feel my legs. I see the doctor and he says words, but I don't understand or I just couldn't hear. I go to her room and I see here lying there.
She goes to her and grabs her arms and the tears, unstoppable. As the machines continuously beep, a gentle hand touches her shoulder and says "Freya dear" "Please take a seat" as she pushes a chair behind her. "There was a rift outbreak at where she was and she was attacked.
For now she is alive, but we're not sure when she will wake up." She hears all of this and just continues to cry. The helper leaves her alone and a single thought weighs on her mind "What I have done to lose everything in my life?".
One image comes into the picture and it's the tower. Her sadness like waves of tsunamis boils and turns into rage, 'YOU' she thinks with scowl on her face and tears coursing down her face.
'Your entire existence caused this calamity not just in my life but everywhere'. The rage calms and the water steadies. 'What have I done wrong?' she cries out at it. With her watery eyes, she sees something.
A illuminating being floats next her mother gently saying "Nothing dear" as if he words feel like a warm embrace. It leaves her in a state of shock and it says to her "I can give you what you seek the most". The tears that stopped for a moment, start again.
In that lonely cage stuck in the abyss, finally a star forms shining brightly giving her what she wanted the most. To see the light again.
3 years later.
"Today in world news. A new Unique A rank has been discovered in the UK with them becoming the 7th to date." "She has given a statement saying she will join EVOLVED after the speculation that she was joining one of the many great guilds available." The voices echo and get lower in the background. She sits in her penthouse watching as the world passes her by thinking "Nothing has changed." "They call me a hero and a goddess but what have I done to deserve it..".
She wallows in pity and goes to work the next day. Lethargic and disconnected, she arrives at the her office and sits at her desk, she exhales from the exhaustion that is life and gets ready to start before seeing a phone on her desk.
"MAG" she shouts for her assistant, but she has not arrived yet. She picks it up and turns it on seeing nothing wrong with it and going through it to see anything about person that left it. The phone was unlocked and looked brand new, she sees one number saved in contacts but other that there is nothing.
"The most excitement I've had in awhile" she says to herself as she smiles before placing the phone down as she gets crushingly disappointed.
She gets up from her seat to walk away from her desk and then she hears a loud buzzing coming from behind her.
BUZZ BUZZ
She walks back to her desk and sees a message appear on the phone from that number.
"I will help you. Talk soon".