We faced each other while lying down on our sides.
Despite the intensity of his urge, I can see him trying his best to suppress it but to no avail.
His hand trembled as he caressed my face, revealing his efforts on trying to control himself.
As much as he wanted to go all the way with me, he doesn't want to do it without Lion giving him permission as he has too much respect and loyalty towards him. Not to mention that he knows that I'm still nervous whenever we are doing something intimate though he seems like he doesn't know the real reason yet.
Of course I'm not telling him! He might laugh at my reason!
Like now, I'm feeling nervous as I can feel his erection on my abdomen.
He's... too big...
Alpha stuttered as he told me that he will not go all the way with me and if he ever loses control of himself, I am welcome to punch or slap him on the face.
No. I won't do that.
Although I know of another way to effectively stop him without hitting him.
I hope I don't have to do that.
Then closing his eyes, he moved towards me and kissed me gently.
Aw! He's so nervous!
His hands continued to tremble while holding my face as we kissed slowly, making me realize that he's afraid of losing control of himself.
He was never this nervous before. We already tried kissing without clothes on and not to mention he....
Oh.
He must've consumed a suppressant potion at that time.
Correction. Make that several suppressant potions as I saw him one time, consuming several of it when he thought that I wasn't looking.
Good grief!
How intense is that urge of his??!!!
I thought that Lion is extremely lustful but even he doesn't consume that much suppressant potion.
And to think that even though Alpha already consumed several of it, he still feels urges.
However, he always ends up "relieving" his urges by himself.
Now you understand why I still feel nervous around him whenever we are doing something intimate.
Doing something intimate like showing affection not intercourse, just to be clear.
He must've noticed me getting distracted that he bit my lip gently and reassured me once more that he doesn't want to break the trust Lion and I have towards him.
While nuzzling my cheek, he told me that he can hear my heartbeat beating too fast and that he knows that I'm extremely nervous.
He asked me if he should stop as he will...
I interrupted him by kissing him passionately in which I felt him holding me closer to him .
We took our time kissing passionately then he pulled back as he licked my ear, whispering that he likes smelling my scent and asked for permission to mark me all over my body.
Of course I said yes.
He smiled at me then marked me all over my neck and shoulders, giving me small bites in between.
Then he moved towards one of my breasts and slowly licked it, in which I can feel him smiling as I moaned softly.
He took his time teasing my breasts while murmuring that it pleases him a lot upon seeing it that whenever he saw me bathing, he always consume a lot of potions.
Gently, he marked me all over my breasts in which I run my fingers through his hair, pulling him closer towards me, making him pant as he whispered that he loves it when I do that.
Oh, I know what he loves more than what I just did!
Since he closed his eyes while continuing on marking me towards my abdomen, I can finally reach the spot I'm aiming for.
His lovely ears.
I slowly licked his ear, making him moan and beg for more.
Oh, he's too sensitive now! Because he didn't consume any suppressant potion!
I took my time licking and nibbling each of his ears as he held me, panting loudly while he kept begging for more.
With pleasure!
I whispered into his ear that I like tasting him then continued to lick towards his neck, making him shiver when I sucked his shoulder, while my hands lightly touched his back.
Suddenly, he wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me intensely, making me realize that my teasing towards him only intensified his arousal.
Uh-oh.
But as long as he does only what Lion permits him, then there's no problem so far.
As far as I know, having intercourse with me is definitely off-limits.
Other than that, Lion made it clear to them that anything is fine with him as long as it's fine with me too.
....
He positioned me facing away from him while continuing to lick my neck. Both of us are lying down on our sides as this position is easier for both us as he's taller than me.
And he likes embracing me from behind.
Now he has another reason for preferring this position.
One of his arms is holding my waist while the other hand is gently touching my lower self.
He gave me kisses all throughout my shoulders as his erection kept rubbing me on my back.
As I kept moaning, his kisses became little bites while murmuring that he's trying hard to be gentle with me as he doesn't want to hurt me and definitely not to lose control of himself too.
He placed his erection between my thighs then held me tightly as he told me not to move.
Ohh.. this is new to me.
At least he didn't penetrate me and he can relieve himself of his rut.
But his erection....
While he was still engrossed with the sensation of his erection between my thighs, I took a closer look on his erection.
Um.. should I tease him?
With a lick on my fingers for lubrication, I gently touched his erection.
Instantly he moaned as he began thrusting, commenting that it felt so good to him and that he can feel me getting more wet.
It does feel.. good.. despite him not being inside me.
This is a good way to relieve his rut while pleasuring us both and respecting Lion about not having intercourse at the same time.
I remembered way back while I was in medical school that we used to have discussion about other ways of having pleasure without intercourse or penetration.
It's called outercourse and it's an option for couples on not doing intercourse but still wants to feel pleasure.
Great way to prevent pregnancy, infections and diseases.
There are several ways to do outercourse like: intense kissing, sensual massages, grinding, oral pleasure, mutual masturbation and others that I seemed to forget.
I should not forget about all of these, just in case my other mates might get in a rut too.
I'm such a dummy for forgetting all of these.
But I did intense kissing with them all the time though I can feel them craving for more as their touches seemed like.... they want to devour me.
So to satisfy them while honoring Lion's wishes, I can do these.
....
I continued to pleasure the tip of his erection with my hand as he alternately thrusted and grinded between my thighs.
His erection is quite big enough to stimulate the sensitive part of my lower self that soon, both of us are moaning with no care at all though I know that his ears are also making sure that there's no sound of monsters or predators coming towards our location.
His movement intensified as he started to moan my name, saying how much he wanted me for so long and that he doesn't want to be separated from me.
I'm curious but I can ask him about that later.
He panted while trying to ask me if I like the feeling of him between my thighs in which I told him that he feels good and that I'm almost about to come.
Faster and harder he moved until both of us cried out in pleasure as he held me tightly towards him.
He gave me gentle bites all throughout my back while he kept murmuring that I'm his mate, his only beloved mate and that he goes wherever I go regardless if I am going to the afterlife or the Netherworld in the end.
Um.. I don't want to go to the netherworld..
But thanks for the thought.
Then after several moments of kissing and biting me all over my back, he placed me on top of him and gently bit my neck.
After biting and licking me for some time, he thrusted and grinded between my thighs again.
....
I don't know how much time passed and especially how many times we did it but finally, Alpha looks quite satisfied.
I can say that he is definitely more lustful than Lion and definitely has endless energy.
And we haven't had intercourse yet!
It's just my thighs only!
Oh, I'm definitely sure that I will die if I'm having intercourse with him!
My thighs are trembling a bit much that I slowly tried to crawl my way towards the pool while Alpha chuckled at first before carrying me in his arms.
I frowned at him while he continued to nuzzle me all over, then whispered into my ear that we should do it more often to get me ready for the real thing.
I don't want to die!
Much to my embarrassment, he grinned widely at me, telling me that he would find a way that I won't be in pain when he's inside me.
HE KNOWS!
While chuckling, he told me that he knows that I'm too small for him but what can he do as he was born like this.
Also, I won't die though it would take me several days before I can walk normally but there would be no problem with that as he is going to take care of me the entire time, he declared.
I don't think it would be several days. More like an entire month of being unable to walk because of him!
We got inside the pool in which he placed me on his lap and positioned me facing away from him.
I was about to close my eyes and relax when I suddenly felt a familiar sensation again on my back.
With a laugh, he asked me if I thought that he was satisfied already.
It seems like it!
But when I looked at his eyes...
My poor thighs!
We did it again and again until mercifully, my stomach growled in hunger.
Finally.
.....
After cooking the meat that he brought from hunting, he apologized for not making it delicious as he lacked the flavoring needed to enhance the meat as everything is inside Ghost's bag.
I don't mind!
I reassured him that it's good and ate a lot as it has been too long since I ate something else besides the stupid nuts.
After everything was cleaned up, we cuddled on the rug and talked about all sorts of stuff when I asked him what he meant about wanting me for a long time.
He smiled at me tenderly and told me that he saw me during a random day while I was roaming around in the territory with Lion and that was the start.
Huh?
That's it?
Despite my efforts on trying to persuade him, he didn't tell me more though I have a nagging feeling that there's more to the story than what he lets on.
We continued to talk about lots of things until he confessed out of the blue on how he was envious at the rest of the pack that they can show off to others that I am their mate.
But didn't he....
He didn't!
Oh, Alpha! I'm sorry!
Seeing the look on my face, he hurriedly told me that it was his fault as he was too busy being the heir and not having enough time for me. Also, it doesn't help that Maelsa kept ordering him around.
His contract....
But Alpha... I don't mind if you break it... I don't want you to feel pressured...
It's my soul after all that is at risk... you won't be harmed...
While Alpha is engrossed telling me about his plans for us as soon as we get back to the territory, my mind was filled with all sorts of unpleasant thoughts like I'm being a burden to everyone.
I hate this.
As much as I accepted the fact that I already belonged to the demon king all along, I still felt terrified that my body started to shake uncontrollably.
Alpha thought that I was cold so he tried to rummage around his bag for some of his clothes.
It took him several moments of deciding which one he will make me wear as all of his clothes are too big for me.
Finally, he decided on a shirt of his and helped me wear it.
Uh-oh.
The shirt he made me wear... enhanced the sensitive parts of my breasts...
Not to mention that if I were to bend down... it would seem that I'm inviting someone to thrust me...
It did.
But between my thighs again.
.....
We continued to talk about random things until I felt sleepy. He noticed me getting sleepy in which he held me close towards him and kissed me slowly before reassuring me that he's not going anywhere and will keep me safe.
Then I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
I felt like I'm having a lovely dream for the first time after having either nightmares, strange dreams or no dreams at all for a long time.
It's so lovely and blissful until Asmodeus appeared out of the blue in my dream.
WHAT IS HE DOING INSIDE MY DREAM?!
He looked seriously at me before clearing his throat and told me that time is running out fast and that I should hurry if I want to find Lion fast before getting the transformation stone.
CURSES!
I forgot about the transformation stone!
And also Lion and the others!
But Alpha and I didn't spent a long time here.. um.. did we?
Upon seeing the look on Asmodeus' face...
I don't want to know how long.
We're in trouble.
Huge trouble.