ALETHEA'S POV
We are gathered in Isabella's room, everyone is sitter next to there mate well except for Thane, Isabella and I. I think she hasn't found hers yet.
I sighed. Here goes nothing.
'I am the first daughter of Beta Grey if the moonlight pack. The beta of the moonlight pack, my dad…' I don't bother hiding the disgust, anger in my voice and face.
Continuing 'My parents don't associate with me too much.. let us just say I was deprived of parental love' I paused and stared at my mate's face. As usual no emotions in his eyes, the slightly thing I could make out from his expression was how his jaw is clenched.
'I don't what I did but nobody associated with in the pack. I thought maybe it was because of my hair but then I just figured that they were rumors that I wasn't a child abandoned by her parents' I tried to push all those memories and thought out of my mind.
'I didn't bother to become friends with anyone again. I was alone, since my parents favoured my little sister, Ava, she got everything she wanted. Ava was worshipped in my pack for her extraordinary beauty and good fighting skills and I had to live behind her shadows. I wasn't really bullied physically but I was emotionally. It was my 16th birthday, I stood outside with other 16 year old ready to change into my wolf…but…' I don't want to remember, shaking my head I stood up to leave the room because it was suffocating. Large hands grabbed my wrist, from the sparks I knew who. I wanted to peel my hand from his but he is faster pulling me to fall on top him. I fell on his lap, my breath coming out uneven.
'Breathe little mate' I pay attention to his voice as I begin to breath normal. I scan the room and not a single soul is in sight.
'I ordered them to leave.. you look d like you didn't want anyone to know your weak point' he said. And for a moment I thought what will it feel like to be loved by this man.
'He will probably reject me once he listened to the rest of my story' I thought sucking my bottom lips into my mouth.
'Don't do that little mate' he warned.
He is looking at me like he wants me to continue my story but he isn't saying anything. I looked at any place but his face to continue my story.
'I didn't shift to my wolf.. I didn't even felt her..I just felt like my normal self' taking a quick glance at his face. My heart dropped. His face didn't give any hints about what he is thinking just his usual emotionless and cold face.
'My parents didn't look surprised as they stared at me with so much disgust. Something else happened that night, Ava shifted and she was only 15. Everyone was amazed by her and her gingered coloured wolf. Few days after the transformation, I became the laughing stock in the pack and the bad influence. The Alpha's son came back after the transformation. We haven't crossed paths before and I didn't plan on crossing one with anytime soon. But luck wasn't by my side, I happened to run into him at the back of the pack house hooking up with my sister. When ours met, I felt it.. I knew.. he knew..' his hands on my waist tightened.
My throat suddenly feels dry, I am sweating too much.
'What!' his voice was harsh making me flinch.
'Oh moon goodness help me' I prayed as my mouth opened and the words poured out.
'We were mates' everything happened so fast. First I am sitting on his lap next I am on floor and Isabella's room is a total mess.
The bed is flipped upside down, her dressing table is broken into two. He roared. I don't think I have heard anything like it.
Groaning, my hand gripped my chest as I cried in pain. I don't know why I am in pain but seeing him like these and that roar was both broke me.
The door burst open as Ethan and Ivan stood at the door shocked as they take in the room's current state before trailing it on me then to their Alpha. They tired coming in but..
'DON'T TAKE A SINGLE STEP IN THIS ROOM. I DARE YOU TO DEFY ME' he didn't turn to stare at them, damn I am feeling that way again. I saw them all turned paled as snow, nobody breath and move as they disappeared one by one. Isabella was the only one that didn't really felt the pressure. She gave me a sympathetic smile before leaving.
'Thane..look at me..please' I don't even know what I am saying. The words won't stop coming out of my mouth.
He didn't turned around, gathering my courage I walked to him. He was facing the wall his back to me, I walked in front of him but he has his head bowed like he doesn't want me too see his face.
'Let me see' i begged. When he stareda t me, his face was back to his emotionless and cold. I was disappointed.
'He reject me saying I am not worthy of him. Since I don't have a wolf to share my pain with, I endured everything by myself. I went home thinking my parents will take pity of me but I found out they were happy. I nearly died of the rejection, the pack thought I did and threw my body out of their territory hoping that the rogues will devour me. Someone helped me, my grandmother did she took care of me for the time I was in coma. When I woke up I found out that Ava and my ex mate are going to the Luna and Alpha of the moonlight pack. I lived my life quiet as I go into the pack house and steal food for my grannia and I, but I don't know how I got caught one day and that led to the death of someone I cared and loved' I don't want to cry anymore.
'I'm done talking, just do what is necessary' I said taking a step away from him.
'And what is that?' he asked.
'Reject me Thane Blackwood' I concluded.
'I don't think that is going to happen little mate. You are mine and I am not letting you go and just because some prick did that to you doesn't mean I will do too' he said taking a step forward.
Continuing to take steps backwards and his forward, my back collided with the wall. Trapping me, he leaned so close that just if I push myself forward that I can kiss him.
'Kiss him' I don't know where thought came out from.
'Why' I asked pushing those thoughts out.
'Because you are my other half and I need you' he said like it was so I obvious.
'But I don't have a wolf and I already had mate before, which is not possible for me to have two mate' I said.
'That isn't a problem' he said
'I have wanted you for so long and now I have you I just can't let you even if I am being a psychopath' he said as he leaned in, his lips just inches from mine.