Jay's POV
AFTER FOUR DAYS
Tomorrow.... tomorrow is the day he is going to die..... Tomorrow the person I once loved from the bottom of heart, the person who betrayed me, the person who once held me when I was breaking and then broke me in thousand pieces is going to die....
I can't sleep, I really can't....
Am I doing the right thing??....
He deserved to be killed, right.... He humiliated Yuri and me... He hurt me a lot.... If he will die, Yuri will get his inheritance and most importantly he can save his mom....
Yes this is completely correct, this is completely okay....
The morning sunlight passed through the curtain bringing a quite silence , an exact contrast to the situation that is going on inside me... Because I am feeling restless as if I am doing something wrong... Am I doing anything wrong by choosing Yuri over him but he hurt me, didn't he???...
The brightness in my room made me realise that I didn't sleep whole night....
God...
Yuri had asked me to visit his home to celebrate our success just after the news of his death , not exactly after but soon....
I quickly got ready, I know the moment can come anytime...
I went down , had breakfast, and came back to the room before Angelo can scold me....
It is good that today is holiday otherwise it would be worse to watch the news with section e... They really miss him... I hope they will realise his truth soon...
After few hours...
I was lying in my room..... Staring at nothing.... I had checked my phone 100 times but didn't even get a text from Yuri...
Then suddenly...
"JAY, COME DOWN FAST" Aries and Angelo shouted....
Okay, Jay, this is the time....
I quickly went down, ready to pretend.....
"What happened, why are you both shouting?? " I asked...
They both were completely struck... I can see their eyes.... They were sad...
A tear escaped from Aries eyes...
Angelo was on a phone call and as soon as that ended... His eyes got filled with tears...
Why are they crying??
Why are they affected by his death???
Doesn't Aries hate him??
"Tell me Angelo, what happened, why are you crying" I asked, my voice already filled with emotions even when I know the answer....
"Jay, keifer.... " Aries started but couldn't continue... He was crying, totally crying, not even hiding.... It was showing his grief... He was mourning himmm..... Why???
He is not a nice guy, Aries...
"Aries, what happened to Keifer?? " I asked, keeping myself ready for the answer....
"He is dead Jay, in a plane crash.... No traces left... " Angelo said , trying to keep his voice in control but the hint of greif was completely visible there....
A tear escaped my eye... Why??
I knew this, right??? From very start... I helped Yuri in this...
But the word death strike me so hard that even I couldn't do anything....
I started crying... I didn't try to... It just happened.... Aries was already crying... Angelo was trying hard not to....
All the memories that I have made with Keifer resurfaced in my mind made me cry even harder, I am sure this is because I am a human and I once loved him because I don't have any feelings for him now so I did only thing I could do at that time... I went to Yuri...
I ran and they didn't even try to stop me... Maybe they think that I am grief stricken but I am guilt stricken...
I took my bicycle and went to Hanamitchi hotel and quickly went to his floor...
As soon as I reached his floor, I was able to hear the sounds coming from the room... TV was on... The news of his plane crash was going on and Yuri was sitting there on a sofa, he had some drink in his hands, and his eyes we're on TV, a smirk plastered on his face... Looking extremely happy...
"Yuri" I said very quietly, my voice a bit rough from crying....
"Jay , come here, sit with me " He said, without looking at me, his gaze were fixed on TV...
"Yuri, I am not feeling good"... I went to him and sat next to him...
" What happened Jay?? , why are you crying?? , are you feeling guilty?? " He asked hugging me to comfort me....
"Uhmm, I don't know Yuri, I just....yes, I am feeling guilty, was killing him a good idea, was it a correct thing?? " I asked finally pouring out my thoughts...
"Jay, you don't have to feel guilty... We did it because he deserves it... He hurt you by making that plan, he deceived you, betrayed you, humiliated you, so yes, this is correct...". He said rubbing my back....
His words were comforting...
" Hmmm" I just nodded in response....
But there was a question in my mind...
Is there still anything he is hiding with me... I deserve to know that... I am his life partner, aren't I???
"Yuri, is there still anything you are hiding from me, if yes then please tell me cause you were trying to hide this for me too but I got to know ... " I asked my voice a bit frustated, but not with hate....
"No Jay, there is nothing like that, believe me and I am sorry for that" He replied, his voice honest... mostly
"It's okay" I said back...
"Jay, are you still feeling bad, do you want to feel good" He asked...
What does he mean by that??
How can he make me feel good..??
Is he going to...??
"What do you mean by that Yuri?? " I asked but I have an ideas to where is this going...
"Do you trust me, Jay?? " He asked back held my face with delicacy....
But desire, hunger was there in his eyes, complete opposite to his action...
"Yes, Yuri, I trust you".... I answers cause honestly I do tust himm...
And then....
He placed a kiss on my forehead...
And then his gaze dropped to my lips.... Oh my god, this is the first time we are going to kiss properly.... He kissed me twice only, one in a music room and the other one in his home and yes one more quick peck at a date we went some days before... But this is not gonna be a quick peck... This is gonna be different...
He began moving towards me but I was stilled , our gaze locked with each other... Our lips were just an inch apart....
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That's it for this chapter...
What do you think will happen next??
Do you want me to show everyone's recation to Keifer's death or just want me to continue with the story??
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Till then,
Bye....
