Ahhh,
I only remain of other 5 main characters,
Well,
I was only the normal one among them,
Some were addicts and some were killers,
But none of them changed,
They sticked with their good characters formed due to huge number of bad characters,
The question has always come to my mind,
With my ability,
Can I do what I have been dreaming for months?
I don't know anything,
But what I do know is,
I am in the position of the foot less bird,
Either toward sucess or destruction,
All I know is I have 3 months now,
I don't care about the result,
All I care about is whether I can do something great,
Whether can I focus on that immosible goal,
Without getting into whrilpool of despair,
Can I achieve that goal?
Just thinking about it,
Makes me sick,
It makes me think,
How can a lowly person like me,
Even dream of that?
And what's more,
It is absoulutely necessary for me to achieve this goal,
Even though I talk of self improvement and change,
I have never done anything with my full potential,
I do things half-heartly,
I do change but in double of time,
I do get good marks but I know I can get more,
Let's see how better the person I am in next 3 months,
If I don't do things with my potential,
Then my soul will depise me for eternity,
No matter how much reincarnation,
This karma never will end,
All I wanna know is,
Can I BASANTA pursue anything with my entire being???
I wanna know it,
Even if I fail after that,
That failure of me will be 100x times then current me,
So it is win-win situation,
Ahhh,
This risk,
Only I know of,
Sometimes,
It seems ridiculous and sometimes madness,
Ahhh lets meet after 3 months,
Whether my soul will carry the karma of my hatred or my satisfaction.
A/N: I don't know whether I will attain that goal, That will let me leap the heaven in one step,
But all I wanna know is can I pursue with all my being,
So all I care about is what karma my soul will carry.
I will publish a chapter 3 months later knows as KARMA with only word
HATRED OR SATISFACTION and there will be my after thoughts,
I welcome all of you to do something ridiculous and see what karma your soul will carry,
DANCE OF THE SEASONS ends here,
Curtains Fall.