EVAN SEVILLE
I drove home, already got the groceries that she had told me to buy. I looked at my watch, seeing that it was already 9 in the evening, making me curse due to the traffic I was in. Because I was supposed to cook her favorite meal tonight, to feed her and to just.. take care of her like I always wanted and do.
Sometimes she won't even let me but I was too stubborn, she could save her independence once she was out alone but if she was with me, she's safe and she could depend on me. At least that's what I told her before, yet she felt like a burden to me and I assured her every single time, regardless.
I loved her too much to not do that.
As I was tapping my index finger on the steering wheel of my car, waiting impatiently for the lights fo turn green so I could go home to my sanctuary— Yes, Amelia's my sanctuary, she was my safe haven, my life, where my world revolved around her.
Suddenly, her image popped up on the screen of my car, calling me. I quickly tapped the green button, "hey, babe, I'm sorry if I didn't come home on time. I'm stuck in a traffic as of the moment, and the lights already turned green," I said gently to her, seeing the lights turning green.
I drove my way through the traffic, "I understand that, Evan. Even though I'm already hungry and excited, but I'm willing to wait for you, love. Are you okay though? Are you stressed out because you couldn't make it on time?"
God, her gentle voice was keeping me awake and calm. My heart always beating for her, no matter what she did— Angry, sulking, rage, cry, laugh, etc. She's perfect in many ways, in my perspective— nothing's going to change that.
"I'm okay, and yeah, just stressed out that I didn't made it home on time," I gripped the steering wheel, making a turn carefully. I was quiet for a moment, before adding gently, "I just really want to go home and take care of you, okay?" I heard her sighing, making me nervous as silence came next, I held my breath.
"You adorable, man.." She said softly, hearing her squealing in the background, more like she was fan girling as I heard the shuffling of the fabrics in the background. I couldn't help but let out a scoff in disbelief, this woman is unpredictable.
I let out a soft laugh, shaking my head as I was already closed to our home and could see her figure outside our porch, wearing such a cute sundress colored yellow that suited her bright smile, "you little witch, who told you to wait outside this late at night? I thought we already—"
"Oh, shush, dear. Just parked the car, then come home to me, please.. You've been gone all day.." She cut me off softly, making my heart skipped a beat. She ended the call. I quickly parked the car, getting out of it with my bag on my shoulder and with the groceries in my hands, as I locked my car with the car keys.
I made my way to our porch and before I could even reached her spot, she ran up to me and jumped while I caught her as her small legs wrapped around me, hugging me like a koala. I felt her burying her face on the crook of my neck. I didn't hold back, I miss her too much, hugged her tightly and buried my face on her shoulder, slowly breatjing in her scent.
I could feel my exhaustion blemishing away, my heart that was anxious suddenly felt light, my body that felt so heavy suddenly felt warm and safe. I carried her towards our home, inside our house, kicked the door closed behind me and locked it.
I placed her down on the floor, dropping the groceries. I pulled her closed to me, hugging her tightly, "I love you.. So, so much.." I murmured on her shoulder, pressing my lips against her neck, where her pulse point was, letting my lips lingered there for a moment before I started giving her open mouth kisses on her fragile skin.
She giggled at first, giving me further opening as she tilted her head. Soon, her giggled turned into soft moans, my mouth tasting her skin. My soul needed her to the point my soft open kisses turned into sucking her skin gently, my teeth grazing over it.
I pushed her back up against the wall, pulling away and not giving her time to speak as I smashed my lips against her hungrily.
I needed her.
I needed to breathe.
She was my oxygen, the air I need to fuel my body.
She slowly wrapped her arms around me, standing in her tippy toes, feeling her struggle. She was trembling, trying to stand up straight until I grabbed both of her legs and hoisted her up, making her legs wrapped around my waist with her back against the wall behind her.
My tongue slid inside of her mouth, after asking her for permission with my lips. She played with my hair while my hands went under her cute sundress, "I miss you.." she murmured against my lips, "I love you.." she said sweetly, cuppung my face when she pulled away, "you're the only man for me.."
My hands found its way to her soft buttocks, squeezing it gently, before bringing her down gently to the floor, "I'll be the best.." I pressed my forehead against hers. I pulled away, kissing her everywhere on her face, making her gigle.
"Stop!.." She laughed softly, while I kept kissing her face until I stopped to let her speak, "I know you'll be the best.. You've done enough.." She said gently, looking at me with those loving, brown eyes.
I'm obsessed with those eyes.
I smiled, giving her a kiss on her forehead before getting out of her way as she picked up the groceries while I watched her figure disappeared in the kitchen. I stood there silently.
My pants felt so tight.
It's been 3 years, we only had a few intimate moments but we never went far— Just make out sessions— we never had sex. We've been too busy providing the best for each other. I always held my self back, letting myself suffer because I respect her too much.
I don't want to lose her just because I couldn't hold myself back.
I'm scared.