"Sona chahte hue bhi jab neend na aaye… samajh lo problem thakan nahi, soch hai."
Raat ke 2 baje hai…
Sab so rahe hai.
Ghar me bilkul shanti hai…
Par mere andar?
Ek ajeeb sa shor.
Main bed pe leti hoon… aankhen band karti hoon…
Par dimag rukta hi nahi.
"Mujhe kuch karna chahiye…"
"Sab mujhse expect karte hai…"
"Agar main fail ho gayi toh?"
Yeh sawaal… baar baar repeat hote rehte hai.
Phone uthati hoon… time dekhti hoon…
2:17 AM.
Phir sochti hoon
"Kal se sab thik karungi…"
Par yeh "kal" kab aayega… pata hi nahi.
Kabhi kabhi lagta hai main overreact kar rahi hoon…
Par phir dil kehta hai—
"Nahi… tu sach me thak chuki hai."
Aankhon me halka sa paani aa jata hai…
Par ro bhi nahi paati.
Kyunki agar ro diya…
Toh shayad ruk nahi paungi.
Subah uthti hoon…
Sab normal behave karte hai…
Aur main bhi.
Jaise kuch hua hi nahi.
Par sach yeh hai—
Har raat main thodi aur toot jaati hoon.
Kisi ko nahi pata…
Ki main sirf so nahi rahi…
Main lad rahi hoon…
Khud se.
Apne thoughts se.
Aur un expectations se… jo kabhi khatam nahi hote.
Par aaj ek baat samajh aayi…
Shayad problem yeh nahi hai ki main weak hoon…
Shayad problem yeh hai ki main sab kuch akeli handle kar rahi hoon.
🔥 End Line (Cliffhanger):
"Kya sach me koi hoga… jo mujhe samjhega?"