I wake up, vision blurry for a few seconds. I sit up, staring at the wall. Guess I'm not fully awake yet.
After a few hours of rotting in bed, I finally get the energy to walk to my living room. I sit down heavily on the black fabric couch my mum got me. A thought doesn't really hit me for a few minutes. Wait, when I did fall asleep? Wait what? I guess I'm finally realizing. Ugh, I wasn't supposed to fall asleep. I won't be able to sleep tonight. I complain in my head. I pick up the remote for the TV and switch it on. I go onto Netflix and click onto the button that says "Play Something". It loads. And loads. God, what am I doing with my life? The show finally loads and the show it picked, The Boyfriend.
I close the show halfway through episode two. I don't understand whats going on.
The Boyfriend (Japanese: ボーイフレンド) is a groundbreaking Japanese reality dating show produced by Netflix, notable for being the nation's first same-sex romance reality series. The show features a cast of young men (gay or bisexual) who live together in a shared house known as the "Green Room" for a set period, with the goal of fostering friendships and finding romance.
What the hell?! Is this a fucking sign? I sigh, Is Netflix really giving me signs to confess to Lucifer. Hell nah. Do whatever, I don't even know if I actually like him. Then, something poped up in my head. I don't know what I was even doing, but the next thing I knew that I was on the App Store, and I had searched up 'SwipeRight'
Shit...it's a dating app. A DATING APP? HES SO HANDSOME THOUGH. I throw my phone across the room, my head falls into my hands. What is wrong with me? Why.....why do I care about him so much? He's just a random guy who happened to take me to his house for the night and.....took..GREAT care of me..
Then, realization struck.