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(Alex Pov)
I can feel my surroundings again. - - -
'I could feel everything including the heartbeat above me and what seemed to be other people's souls around me and what I guess is my mother.' - - -
They seem to be moving around a lot. They also seem to be reaching for objects? ' I can't really tell but it's amazing that I can sense them. I guess what I did back in the Abyss. Unlocked a type of soul site useful.' - - -
'Well, I have nothing to do might as well start going through my memories for any information that can help me right now with my ability.' - - -
'What is self supremacy from what I can remember from wiki's, story's,and movie's It is the ability to control all aspects of your existence.such as your mind, body soul and all their processes and how exactly you interact with existence It's basically like being able to say what limits I surpass them entirely by just saying , you don't have them to yourself and your entire existence obeys that command.' -
' From what I can tell right now I'm just a few cells so I can't really do anything for my body. I guess I can start working on my mind and soul. Especially my soul because apparently I was ripping it apart the entire time.' – - –
'According to the voice or the entity or whatever the fuck Reincarnated me and from what I know because of reading copious amounts of fanfiction and novels is doing something like that to your soul is usually bad for you and can turn you into something like Lord Voldemort Mentally, because Tom Riddle definitely made himself go completely insane And I also spent time in the abyss, and I think I talked to an Outergod Yeah , I should really check my mind and soul.' -
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Black cracks mix with the other color Red covering the entirety of my soul like a spiderweb connecting everything together. -
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'The red color seems to be the natural parts of my soul, and the black seems to be fragments of the abyss , first fix my mind then tear the fragments out of my soul and use the energy that they're made out of for something , I guess. Then I'll just force my soul to Regenerate What's a little more pain compared to safety I don't want to get body snatched after all.' -
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'To check on my mind, I guess.I can picture a mental landscape Kind of like a domain or Reality Marble.' -
A library full of bookshelves with each book representing a memory, and each of them being separated and labeled what they are memories of Like one's of entertainment emotional memories , foundational memories and all other memories that were forgotten over the course of my life. -
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' Man , that's close to about 100 thousand books With ninety nine percent of those being of my time in the abyss. Before I go through any of these , let me do something Lock down my sense of self and fully regulate my emotions. I have to look at and analyze these memories.' - -
- 'So I can have an idea of what actually happened to me in the abyss because I'm pretty sure I forgot massive chunks of it because I'm pretty sure I've forgotten massive chunks of it.' -
- - 'Now I'm going to go through all that again. Ah, well, what's the cultivator saying in a situation like this Ah yes , this is an opportunity to Hardin my Dao heart and maybe to understand why I feel so little right now.' - - - 'Wait a minute before I do that let me try something. Sukuna was able to walk around and do everything in his domain. It was the same with almost every other Mindscape/Soulscape,I can think of well, this is my mind, so I guess I just have to imagine having a body.No, let's have the body be a representation of my mind and soul.' - - - Black cracks run all throughout my Body Some of the most major ones being at my chest and hands I try to flex my fingers but it feels like broken glass is getting rammed through as I move them. ' That doesn't really hurt all that much?' and the cracks seemed to be leaking so I will them to stop . - - - 'Well, that gives me a better idea on what i can do to fix the damage this body after all is a Representation of my mind and soul so I need to get rid of the cracks which might be easier than I thought it was I just need to have my soul use the energy of the abyss inside of it as fuel to regenerate as I'm doing it.I'll use my control to make sure it doesn't affect my personality or soul but I don't think it will be a problem because My soul is currently full of it anyway and it's holding it together like a splint accept, instead of bone, it's my very soul being held together'. - - - 'The damage that is currently reflected Is not just from my soul. It's also from my mind because I saw things creeping inside of the abyss for the longest time. The abyss, how it moves, how it shifts I know how it functions roughly. Is this how insight feels like at least I no longer feel like my mind is slipping every second. Because of the knowledge but now that I really think about it , I'm pretty sure the voice protected me as I was tearing myself apart and putting myself back together because it was only after that.those things started reaching for me and I instantly got pulled into the room'. - - - 'What whatever I need to stop thinking of that and fix my soul and mind' I focus feeling all of the cracks running throughout my body. Then I focus on the energy and fragments of the abyss inside of me and have my soul grow mouths that start eating the energy , breaking it down and utilizing It to regenerate itself Making sure to keep the positive properties while getting rid of all of the negative making it so my soul can automatically process the Abyss energy and convert it into its own energy. - - - 'Well , then that looks a lot better now Looking down at my body.no more cracks. I seem to have gotten taller.Must be because my soul got bigger. Well, let me conjure a mirror real quick so I can see what my face looks like right now. Wait, I don't have to do that.I just have to want to know it'. I focus a little more. 'Oh , so I have hair that is black like the abyss and glowing red eyes. Why the hell do I look like Anos Voldigoad? I think it's because my soul might have changed From absorbing The abyssal energy and regenerating itself'
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The black has mixed completely with the red parts of my soul. No more cracks run through it at all. ' Oh I no longer feel any pain as well. In, my mind and soul And it seems like soul's perception has gotten even better. 'Wait why are all the people around my mother suddenly getting very excited.Looks like they're running to go reach for something.I wonder why Could It be because I stabilized my soul.I guess that would reflect on my body Even if i'm just a few cells right now'.
- Especially because from what I can tell now with my new perception It seems like my mother is currently suspended in some type of fluid And now that I'm feeling my body a little bit more.It seems like there's a multiple different genomes that's not normal At least from what I can remember from biology And there seems to be something else holding together all my cells. 'Why does that look like the mold from RE7/8 Files that I remember reading?'
- 'Wait a minute. That means that Oswald,E Spencer contacted mother Miranda for my apparent creation, that changes everything. As now they've partnered together unlike in the games. Well, I can only focus on going through all my memories right now.'
- This second life of mine is sure going to be interesting .The voice said to enjoy my new life under Umbrella I definitely will This is going to be interesting.I wonder what they will try to do to me what's next hitting me with the Progenitor virus when I hit the embryonic stage hahaha If they do that'll be funny, it'll just make me stronger in the end'.
'And if they try to kill me, well they will be gotten rid of. After all , from what I can understand, ordinary people go insane when subjected to a tad bit of my experiences. I think I'll be able to transmit those experiences by touching their soul with my soul or mind. I wonder what I'll be able to do with more time and research into my ability. This is going to be so much fun.'
A smile splits my face. As I chuckle a little, I walk down into the library to read my Memories.
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So that's the end of this chapter sorry, it took so long to get out.
I was making a general outline of how I wanted the story to go.
Also a warning in advance throw most of your Cannon knowledge out the window because of the fact that a lot of those events won't occur.
There's going to be a humongous butterfly effect If you can't tell with mother Miranda working with Spencer and Umbrella.
And well thanks for all the support.
And I'm thinking of making a discord, for this should I.