Andria Jay Del Valle
"Did you eat?"
I replied around 7pm again when I opened my account. That's the routine, schoolwork during daylight and chilling in my RP account at night while continuing other stuff related to school.
Jayden Traves
"Nahh later. You?"
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Later? Aren't you hungry?"
I asked. I just noticed that he doesn't usually eat his dinner.
Jayden Traves
"No, besides I'm a little bit dizzy"
My eyebrows furrowed as I read his rejoinder. Tsk, the consequence of letting hunger pass by.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"You should rest then"
I commanded that it looks like he'll just shrug and reason out.
Jayden Traves
"Wait. Damn nosebleed"
I suddenly looked up at the roof while thinking about his response. I don't know what happened to my mind but it went blank and processing his response was hard to absorb.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Huh?"
Jayden Traves
"Tssk I said my nose is bleeding. I should go...talk to you later"
A sudden emotions arise in my heart. Worried? Concern? I don't know. It is somehow confusing that I couldn't even give it a name.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Ayern... overworked...go, reached your bodies' limits. It was good🙄"
I sarcastically lectured. I don't know, but yeah, that's my way of saying that I care maybe.
Jayden Traves
"Huh?"
He replied after some minutes. I think he was done taking care of himself.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Is your nose still bleeding?"
I asked curiously. Hays, I'm getting frustrated.
Jayden Traves
"Yeah but it's ok"
My right eyebrow suddenly arched when I read his rejoinder.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"You should eat then rest amp"
Jayden Traves
"I'm not hungry you?"
Somehow my senses have already calmed down. I think he's been stressing himself out.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Already done. Don't stay up late...*shakes my head* you should sleep"
I slowly shrugged my head conveying my disagreement with how he stayed up late every night. If only he were with me, I'd already punch his shoulders.
Jayden Traves
"Nahh I'm not used to sleeping early"
My eyebrows arched back to calculate if he was lying or not.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Ows? You told me back then that you weren't used to staying up late? And now you were saying you weren't used to sleeping early? Weh?"
I responded doubtfully. Maybe I'm being judgemental but, in this world that is full of lies, I should be careful.
Jayden Traves
"Yeah, I slept at 10 pm back then, and now, it became 12 or 1am"
He's not lying, is he?
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Why? What were you doing?"
I ask for more information that could help me to form conclusions.
Jayden Traves
"Chatting with you"
I spanked my forehead as I read his rejoinder. That was unexpected. Seriously? It's my first time hearing those words from others.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"So it was because of me wengya. So now, your curfew is 9:30pm. You shouldn't respond when that time strikes so you can sleep at 10pm "
I replied frustrated. I think I'm a bad influence on his health.
Jayden Traves
"I'm just being honest. And why would I?"
He replied makes me glare to my phone imagining it was him. Tsk tsk.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Because I said so?*pulsated your forehead* your body needs a rest...like hello"
I reason out. He's really hard to handle. Does he even know the limits and the capacity of his body?
Jayden Traves
"Nahh I don't like. I can't sleep either. That's ok"
I just sent him a glaring emoji instead.
Jayden Traves
"I can't sleep"
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Why?"
I asked.
Jayden Traves
"Even if I say that I'm sleepy I can't sleep"
He explained.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Something's bothering you?"
Jayden Traves
"Idk, now sometimes I want to sleep then suddenly I think of something and that's it, can't sleep"
He voiced out making me think🤔🤔. Sometimes anxiety is really hard to deal with. It will occupy your mind the whole time and consume your energy.️
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Yeah I understand but this day... you're until 10pm-,-"
I suggested. Nah, I commanded. I want him to rest early so that he won't get sick.
Jayden Traves
"Nahh whatever I like"
I frowned at what he responded. He and his stubborn personality tsk.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"You shouldn't reply when 10pm strikes-,-"
I announced. Maybe it was lame, but I'm just worried about his physical health.
Jayden Traves
"And why?"
Andria Jay Del Valle
"It's for you to rest-,- You already had a nosebleed"
I'm kinda stressed. It's like my blood arise by just thinking he wasn't taking good care of his body. It made me think that I was his mother who was frustrated by his stubbornness.
Jayden Traves
"Nahh I don't like. I like talking to you"
His rejoinder made me frown and spank my forehead. And he really reasoned out?😤 Is he serious? Chatting with me? Tsk.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Don't push your body to its limit amp"
I responded.
Jayden Traves
"It's ok it really happened sometimes and I don't push my body to its limits"
He replied making me calm down, yet I'm still not convinced.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Yeah, I know it really happened, that's why you should learn from it-,-. And chatting with me couldn't even pay it duh"
I contradicted. I wanted to make him realize that talking to me won't save him from sickness. Why can't he just follow my order instead?
Jayden Traves
"Nahh it's ok. I think I just need to go out to our house, not that I'm always into my gadgets"
I frown automatically as I read those words that he was trying to say. He's really into gadgets tsk.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Ah whatever u say whatever amp"
I've given up.
Jayden Traves
"Btw, will you cry tonight?"
Eh?
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Nah"
I prepared my dinner after I sent my response. I'm hungry and I have lots of things to finish. Chilling on college life isn't that good yet, isn't also bad either.
Jayden Traves
"Yeah you said so"
I don't know if he wants to see me cry just for entertainment, or if he wants to see me cry for him to lean his shoulder. His unpredictable.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Nah...maybe next time but I'm sure I will in 21"
I stated factually. Maybe 21 is just a date for the others but for me, it holds lots of memories.
Jayden Traves
"21? Why?"
He asked making me spill the tea again😗. He had this kind of presence that somehow controls me. It's like I couldn't ignore every question he threw.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Past monthsarry?"
I replied rolling my eyes. I always end up treasuring memories to the point I can remember even the date of those unforgettable moments. Weird it is, but maybe it was really my nature.
Jayden Traves
"Cry a lot. The monkey will gonna cry"
He teased.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Oh shut up hmp"
I rejoinder because it's effective. If only looking at a cellphone could kill, maybe he was already lying on the ground.
Jayden Traves
"I don't like. You should listen to the song love is gone"
He replied and typed again so I waited for it for a while.
"Don't go tonight
Stay here one more time
Remind me what it's like, oh
And let's fall in love one more time
I need you now by my side
It tears me up when you turn me down
I'm begging please, just stick around
I'm sorry, don't leave me, I want you here with me"
I rolled my eyes as I listened to the song, yet I couldn't deny the fact that it hit me.
Jayden Traves
"Ohh is it happy ex monthsarry to both of you or a happy breakup?"
I rolled my eyes as I opened his message the moment I opened my eyes. It's still past 6 and I just got home from the church.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Tse, hehehehe morning, you should get up"
Jayden Traves
"What do you prefer?"
He asked, which makes me frown 😪 He's down on pissing me off.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Hmm?"
Jayden Traves
"How many buckets did you fill? cry more"
He replied makes my assumption right. He was raving on pissing me off.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Ahaha nah..I didn't cry pft I find it funny😂😂"
I replied hyperly. I don't know why I'm happy although this day was full of happy and painful memories. But maybe that was how life goes on.
Jayden Traves
"Ok, you said so"
A glimpse of a sly smile formed on my lips as I reread my past post. It shows up in my memories on Facebook.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"I miss it^3^. I'll find a boyfriend again char. Just kidding...I somehow miss myself clinging onto someone🤟🤟"
I said. I know to myself that it was impossible anyway. I was picky and have high standards maybe. If only it could pick up in the road, maybe I would already have one.
Jayden Traves
"Then seek it"
He commanded making me frown.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Yeah yeah, whatever...NEXT time char"
I replied smiling and shared my memories from 2019.
Jayden Traves
"Whatever"
I smiled as I sensed him rolling his eyes pft.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"It's too early to do that whatever of yours aba...you even surpassed me where in fact I was a girl *pulsated your forehead* it's not good to braggingly at this early..."
I pouted as I sent it. I suddenly wonder where he conceived. Was it in bitter melon? Or maybe in onions🤔?
Jayden Traves
"Tssk and? so?"
He replied making my mouth form into an oh haha. I don't know why but I want to shower him with a kiss as of now. He and his mood swings are damn too cute.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Take a bath shoshosho"
I commanded while imagining I was pushing him to the bathroom.
Jayden Traves
"Nah it's cold today and rainy"
I bite my lips to prevent myself from smiling when something pops up in my mind.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Wanna have some hug?😂😂🤟🤟"
I teased and suddenly retracted when disgraced hits my system.
"I should shut up, amp"
Jayden Traves
"No thanks if it was you"
His rejoinder made me pout. Ouch, it wasn't painful, it's just like a bite from an ant😗
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Duh...may hug is yummy hehehe"
I insist.
Jayden Traves
"You're crazy really really crazy"
I shook my head slowly. I know he won't see it but I just couldn't help myself from doing it.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"*shooks my head*^3^"
Out of words, I respond.
Jayden Traves
"Did you know me?"
He asked out of nowhere. Eh?
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Hmm? nah? duh... we were just chatting for how many days so how can I even say I already know you-,-"
I rejoinder stating the fact. I didn't even know his favorite amp.
Jayden Traves
"I will introduce myself"
I just smile as I read his response. I wonder what's gotten into his mind and he just thinks about it.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"*nods* ocakes go on go on little Aj is waiting~~"
I excitedly said. I want to know him more. It is still different when I know lots of things about him.
Jayden Traves
"By the way I'm"
He responded making me hanging making me frown. Tsk, suspense amp.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"😒😒 You really like suspense huh?"
I replied glaring at my screen.
Jayden Traves
"Your future"
I tried calming down in order not to burst out laughing loudly. I thought he was serious about letting me know some information about him. Pft.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Wwooohhh isssmmoootthh what kind of future first?😂😂😂"
Smiling, I answered.
Jayden Traves
"Hahaha I like your response"
My smile becomes wider as I thought that I made him smile. It feels good to be the reason for someone's smile.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Ay, why? What kind of response were you expecting?"
Curious, I asked. Looks like he was expecting something from me.
Jayden Traves
"Izz a prank"
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Why don't you try it to Sori? *move my eyebrows up and down*"
I suggested referring to his childhood friend, Sori. It's complicated to conclude whether he treats Sori as a friend, a little sister or more than. I also don't know, one thing I'm so sure of is that, they look good together hhihihi🤭🤭 so I ship them hihi🤭.
Jayden Traves
"She knew me, she would just answered wity, I know her"
I rolled my eyes because of his confidence. Tsk.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"How sure you are that nothing's changed?"
I asked pushing his feelings to grow🤭. If ever they end up being together, I'll surely be their number one fan eme.
Jayden Traves
"Pfttt"
He replied making me response a short, Eh?
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Why? Wasn't it true?"
Confused, I asked. I'm curious if I said something to make him smile🤔weird.
"Am I funny?-,-pprruu-,-"
I asked to satisfy my curiosity. I really don't know what's funny about what I said a while ago🤔.
Jayden Traves
"A little bit"
Andria Jay Del Valle
"On the second thought🤔 yyyiiie you smiled a little bit *poke your side* yiiee he smile hehehehe"
I teased while biting my lips. Knowing that I made him smile is satisfying. At least now I know that he could also smile😁.
Jayden Traves
"And what's wrong if I smile?"
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Nothing... Very good yerns... You should smile often so that the negative vibes will gonna shosho away"
Childish, I responded and shared another memory of my fb. It was the memories I built with Dave. I don't know but I still want to keep those things as of now.
Jayden Traves
"Tssk yeah whatever"
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Yeah yeah and have some bebetime"
I rolled my eyes as I sent it.
Jayden Traves
"With my gadgets"
He corrected making me laugh in my mind.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"😆😆I didn't say anything"
I defended. He's kinda advance thinker though. He just thinks randomly.
Jayden Traves
"I'm just correcting you"
Andria Jay Del Valle
"😆And that's what I mean also, you're the only one who thinks I was on literal bebe😆"
I laughed in my mind as I imagined how he crumpled his face right now.
Jayden Traves
"Nahh who knows you're thinking something? You know you're crazy"
He said leading me to imagine that he's my so-called boyfriend whom explaining and corrects my negative thoughts uwu cutie.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"You like explaining always"
I retorted as I murmured those words to myself.
Jayden Traves
"Because you're not getting what I'm pointing out. And stop sharing your old post or whatsoever it makes my TL full"
Those words from him stunned me. I don't know why my heart suddenly raced faster. It's like, he's mad. I'm not used to it. The impact of it hits different.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Did I tell you to look at it?"
I replied controlling my temper. I don't get it. Why does he react like that? What did I do wrong?
Jayden Traves
"You still can't move on even though you already broke up"
My mood suddenly changed as I read his response, tsk.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Duh you can just leave it and just scroll down anyway"
He's kinda unexplainable. We were just fine earlier so I don't understand why we ended up like this.
"Are you mad?😆😆"
I added an emoji so that he wouldn't know that I've been affected by his words.
Jayden Traves
"Tssk scroll down then I'll see a post again from you"
I felt like he didn't really like the situation yet he also destroyed my mood. We only know each other for days but it seems like we have known each other that long for him to react like that. I didn't experience this kind of situation between my friends and me.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Why does it seem you're mad?"
I responded with my eyebrows furrowed. Tsk.
Jayden Traves
"I'm not mad, I hate people, just nvm. I'm not gonna see my tl"
My blood boils suddenly as I read his response. He's unreasonable.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Then, do you hate me now?"
I asked trying to be calm. I really don't want this kind of attitude of mine. I felt like I was controlling him just to have the things that I want.
Jayden Traves
"I'm just thinking if it is necessary to do that, this. I thought you had already moved on but why are you doing that? I think you're not really moved on"
My eyebrows raised as I read his rejoinder. Why is he acting like he's being affected? What's going on, with him?
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Is it what it looks like? That I haven't moved on? Can't it be I just want to remember the things that give me fun? Didn't you realize that because of those memories, I got back on being hyper?"
I asked continuously making him think about the answers. I also didn't know why I was acting like this. Am I hurt? Disappointed? Disrespected? I don't know.
Jayden Traves
"Yeah whatever u say"
I smiled bitterly as I finished reading his response.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"And besides, is it really important to you if I already move on or not? Is it really a big deal? How come you're just acting like it's a big deal to u?"
I continued. My temper had three levels. At my first level, I'm going to be quiet and make my mind at peace. My second one, I'm going to throw lots of questions at you in order for you to think about the answers. Last but not least, I'm going to burst out, going to cuss you, confront you, and throw harsh words, depending on how you hurt me.
Jayden Traves
"Just don't mind me I hate explaining myself now"
Andria Jay Del Valle
"😊and u said earlier that you're not mad but why do I feel that you're mad? Is it only me? Am I oa or you were just only trying to control it?"
I replied to the situations. I won't let him get rid of it, he started this one.
Jayden Traves
"No I'm not. I just want to ask you if it is really necessary to do that thing?? Others might think your martyr and can't move on. I just don't want that to happened I'm just seeing to u my friends"
He replied calmly makes my mind a little bit calm. He's smarter than me yet at this point, I guess he's having a hard time composing his words. I sighed to make myself calm and relieve my coldness yet there's no difference. Hays, it's kinda frustrating.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Is the opinion of others important?"
I asked him again. I really hate myself if I'm like this. It's like something was controlling me. It's dangerous to the point me, myself doesn't know what I can do.
Jayden Traves
"In rw yeah"
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Don't mind them...it's my life, I don't care if I'm a martyr in others' eyes-,-"
I responded while shrugging my shoulders. Sometimes, I'm afraid of judgments and criticisms but most of the time, I don't have the energy to deal with those negative situations around me. It's a waste of time, for all I know to myself what am I really doing.
Jayden Traves
"But this is rp so I think no"
My senses had calmed down a little bit suddenly as I thought he realized something.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"You already know it so why bother?"
I asked again. I'm still not in the mood.
Jayden Traves
"Yeahh I'm not thinking, I thought this is ra I'm just carried away"
He replied makes me calm down totally.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"*shrug my shoulder* just fine don't mind it ^3^you should get up and eat"
I commanded, trying to bring back the good atmosphere.
Jayden Traves
"Fuckk memories. Hayysstt"
He replied that I haha react.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"'What's your problem with memories?😂😂it seems like you're the one who's dealing with it between us😂😂"
I replied jokily to make the negative atmosphere fade totally. This is the first misunderstanding that happened between us and because of another person. I wonder why?
Jayden Traves
"I have so many secrets. Sorry about earlier"
I smiled at what he remarked. He maybe harsh and throw hurtful words yet, I wasn't wrong when I say he's kind and nice. I know every one of us had lots of secrets, maybe that explains why he acted like that earlier. I maybe don't understand his reason, but I know I did something that might trigger those things that he doesn't want to remember.