Hours past I still couldn't download the fonts in wps and I'm already annoyed. I need to download it in order for me to finish my work and had a free time. Why does it even have lots of style when, in fact, it was just a reaction paper tsk. I log in to my RP account when I really can't download it. I gave up, I already tried installing the app named fonts for wps but I still can't download the fonts like gosh annoying.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Help^3^can you edit it^3^I gave up-,- I can't find and download the font hmp"
I replied pouting. Hays, maybe asking for help may do this time. I can't handle it anymore.
Jayden Traves
"Hahahaha give it to me"
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Should I copy and paste it? I'm getting annoyed slowly, it was still in creating a link like blablabla psh, why does it have so many things to do hmp"
I ranted. I had long patience but when it came to this, I was so impatient. I wonder why. Does our patience really change towards something?
Jayden Traves
"Yes, it's already ok"
Due to his response, I copied and pasted my work and sent it to him, who knows his mind suddenly changed and won't help me.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"I'm sorry, it added to your works^3^"
Jayden Traves
"It's okay. Is that correct in the last part?"
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Wait my data is competing hmp"
I ranted when suddenly the internet got slower. This internet is so damn crazy. It's really hard to live near the mountains when it comes to this, yet, the peace that the environment gives off is somehow better compared to the city. Fresh air, fresh water, and most of all no noise. After how many minutes, the format that my teacher sent had already been sent to him. I sent it a while ago in order for him to know the exact format. I wish I also had a laptop or desktop.
Jayden Traves
"If you want I'll send it too?"
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Email?"
Should I grab it? I don't think it was necessary.
Jayden Traves
"Sent it to me😉"
I instantly shook my head at his idea. His offer was good but maybe I can handle this situation.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"🙄🙄*scratch my head* I think it's already too much😅nah, it's already okay that you help me in encoding. Who knows one day I'll get used to your help😅"
I replied while scratching my neck. It's kinda embarrassing to grab his offer, though, I trust him even though I'll give my email but I'm kinda shy to turn down his offer.
Jayden Traves
"Its ok for me, then don't expect too much"
Andria Jay Del Valle
"It's kinda dangerous^3^ if I get annoyed on Thursday or Friday while sending it, I'll let you send it😆😆"
I responded giving him an assurance that I like his offer to avoid misunderstanding.
Jayden Traves
"Yeah whatever just chat me"
A smile formed on my lips as I read his response. He's the first person who said it to me. It was somehow flattering. I'm used to helping others most of the time and having someone willing to offer some help without asking anything in return hits different. Having him is too good to be true. I'm not dreaming, am I? I try to pinch my arm to prove if I wasn't dreaming and it hurts. What a stupid thing I did.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"*pulsated your forehead* your spoiling me huh^3^"
He's action enamored my heart and it's scaring me a little bit to think that one day, he will leave me behind.
Jayden Traves
"I don't think so, it's just a small thing. If you want I will send it in PDF form so that it will not change"
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Hehe I just didn't want to disrupt you and besides, I also need to learn and discover it for my future^3^"
I hope he's sincere about helping me and it's not just a trap to make me fall.
Jayden Traves
"Yeahyeahyeah. Btw I'll do it later"
Andria Jay Del Valle
"*nods* alright. Did you eat?"
Nodding I responded even though he won't see it.
Jayden Traves
"Later. I'm just finishing something"
He's kinda cute. I wonder what he is doing.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Ocakes. What was the thing you were finishing anyway?"
Curious, I asked. Is everything still normal? I don't know why there's a part of me that's doubting our situation. It's like a deja vu from the scenes I watched and read that gives me a hint at what its ending was it's ending that I didn't know if I should be thankful or not.
Jayden Traves
"Encoding"
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Ow Encode well"
I hope he won't reply anymore so he can focus on what he is doing.
Jayden Traves
"Yeahh it will end its ending"
Pft, I suddenly bite my lips to prevent my laughter. He's naughty.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Pftt😆😆you should focus on what you're doing right now 🤣"
I prepared my dinner with a glimpse of a smile on my face as I sent my response. I also do lots of things to do.
Jayden Traves
"Like what the f, I think I'm out of my mind"
I laughed at my mind as I read his rejoinder. I don't know but damn, he's too cute right now. I closed my eyes to calm myself and to avoid laughing louder. I don't want to be heard by my grandmother, she'll think I've gone crazy.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"That's the reason why you should focus on it first. Enough chitchatting. Who knows what you already encode there pft"
This feeling is too good to be true. Chatting while doing school stuff. I wonder how it feels to experience this kind of stuff in person. Like having a video call with someone while doing each other's work.
Jayden Traves
"Hey your work is just 1452"
My mouth dropped as I read his response. 1452? It's already about 2000 words on my original work. How come it became 1452?
"Whatever don't talk to me, your words are redundant"
He added that makes me smile. I can't deny the fact that he's a material boyfriend. The girl he likes is lucky.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Yowo...How did it happen? It's already 2009 on my copy?"
I replied after checking my work. I think he missed something. Our activity requires a minimum of 2,000 words and I don't care if my words are redundant anyway, essay is not really my thing. I prefer to solve some mathematical equations rather than writing this one.
Jayden Traves
"It's only 1,454"
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Earlier it was 1,454 and now 1470? really what was the exact one?😆"
I asked confusedly as I opened the file that he had sent. It's weird.
Jayden Traves
"I added some🙄"
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Ahh let's not mind it I'm feeling bittered on it. Its deadline was on Friday anyway hmp"
IFrowning, I replied. Tsk. I thought I would finish it and pass it today. It was somehow disappointing.
Jayden Traves
"Ok chat me if you need help"
I smiled again as I thought of having him on my side. I hope it won't last. If everything were just a dream, I hope no one would wake me up.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"*nods* thank you hehehe"
I repartee giggling while banging my head up and down.
Jayden Traves
"Master first"
I stopped for a while as I read his answer. What does this mean?
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Huh. I didn't understand it yowo"
Confused, I read his response again. E? master first? Did he sent it in a wrong person?
Jayden Traves
"Whatever. Nvm"
It's weird. It's like he had something to tell that my mind didn't catch up. I wonder what it was? I shook my head to prevent asking questions deeper in my mind. Maybe ignoring those things is better as of now.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"*resting my head on your back and crammed*"
I fixed my things after I sent my response and brewed some milk. I'm too lazy to do my schoolwork so I'll just do it tomorrow.
Jayden Traves
"You're not allowed to do that. Just go and find another instead"
I find it cute when I'm doing virtuals and he reacts like this. I sometimes found myself smiling due to the scenery that we're passing.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Nah... you're the only one I'm talking to right now😂😆"
I teased. I wonder what his response will be.
Jayden Traves
"Do you think I also have🙄"
I laughed at my head as my mind processed his words. He's like my boyfriend who's trying to clear my mind of my imputation. He's funny.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"'I didn't say that you're talking with the others *pulsated your forehead* your mind wanders everywhere amp"
Maybe my happiness was just platonic. I can't stop myself.
Jayden Traves
"Whatever tskk"
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Hahahahah I didn't imagine your mind would wander like that. It was so advanced 😂"
I teased. Hahah if only we were together, maybe I already pinched his face pft.
Jayden Traves
"At least advance"
We continue teasing each other until our topic reaches friendships.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Ows? That's why you choose to save your friendship with your childhood rather than choosing your feelings towards her?"
We're talking about one-sided love in friendship. I was referring to his one sided feelings with her childhood while he was bantering about my feelings with my kuya ken that I met here in rp.
Kuya ken is my comfort zone before I met him. I still can't figure out if I really like Kuya Ken more than a brother and a friend or if it was just a normal thing. I'm also one of those people he trusted and a person who once saw his lowest, maybe everything happens for a reason. He's busy so we barely talk right now.
Jayden Traves
"I will never gonna tell her and besides I'm not totally in love with her"
Andria Jay Del Valle
"That's it, even am I, I prefer to save our friendship"
I smiled at the thought that we agreed on this thing. Sometimes the person whom I want to be my bf became my best friend first, but as the thought of losing our friendship if we don't work made me back off from my idea.
Jayden Traves
"I need to focus on someone else"
As his words sprung on my mind, two conclusions are suddenly arisen.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"And? I'm your victim?"
I chose to pick this conclusion rather than the other one to save myself. I don't want to accept the other one, it will complicate everything between us.
Jayden Traves
"Nope, I will gonna like u"
His reply made me pause for a while. It's like every word he says absorbs my energy that makes me weak.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"And you know it's 50/50 amp"
I contradicted. It's impossible. He doesn't even know me yet. He couldn't fall. I try to erase from my thoughts the idea of him falling, but as his actions and efforts towards me lingering my mind, I couldn't help but feel anxious and doubt everything.
Jayden Traves
"Nahh mark my word"
I don't want this thing to happen. He doesn't deserve me. He deserves better. We are far from each other. It's not good.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"*shook my head*"
I replied making him feel that I disagree and I don't like the thought. I hope this topic will be dropped.
Jayden Traves
"Whatever. If ever I have a gf, I want it to be in person where I can see her and be near her. I'm looking for a girl not a gf only. A girl who would be my last"
I somehow felt relieved by what he had responded. It's good that he somehow noticed that I didn't like the topic. I'm afraid that he might fall and at the end of the day, I will only hurt his feelings. I'm too comfortable with him that I don't want to lose him.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Yah it's already 12am you should sleep amp"
Jayden Traves
"Just a few more minutes? you? I have only been sleeping late since I hacked that account of your friend"
Eh? I wonder why. I somehow noticed that he's slowly changing his own routine.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Ay, why? I'm not sleepy. You still have some exams to remember? So you need to sleep"
I command. I look like a mother in my situation who reminds her son to sleep🤦. Speaking of the exam, I also didn't have any review. It's not that there are some changes whether I review or not, I'm not that grade-conscious after all. It's fine with me just to pass at this point.
Jayden Traves
"Hmm because I have late night talk? And it's ok we find ways"
I frowned as I read his reply. Tsk.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"I became the reason really? yowo..."
Jayden Traves
"Yeah this is my first time"
My eyes got bigger as if they would jump into my cellphone's screen as his words sank into my mind.
Andria Jay Del Valle
"Seriously?"
I asked for confirmation, maybe he was just joking around right?
Jayden Traves
"Yeahh because I used to spend my time on my laptop"
He's unbelievable. Worry was written on my face as the thought of me being his distraction popped up like a lightning bolt. Maybe I'm just paranoid. We won't reach that extent. I hope so.
We still maintained our conversation for 30 minutes until he said goodbye. It feels so different from my past experiences here in RP. And somewhere between needing help… and wanting him to stay, I realized—I was already in danger.